Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

People say that the more u wait for someone to come to ur life..the more u get bored..impatient and sometimes desperate? well, for me I was feeling those at times.. then came last september wen I was attending a conference, at that time I was too pre-occupied with so many things..especially with some friendship fight a month ago. I was too sad for more than a month n so affected with the fight wid friends.. while attending the conference..I met someone who then became a friend of mine..it started with him givng me a pat on the shoulder because of something..then we became seatmates..we talk about anything under the sun..we just had the chance to get to know each other and just shared anything we want to talk about..It was something I treasure..well I admit that somehow I almost fell for him..but I know he was too young for me. Somehow I was happy to have met someone at the camp who became a friend to me. I sometimes miss him because we share laughters, life stories and anything we feel like sharing..and after 3 days its time to say good bye and live seperate lives since its a 5 day camp. I know for him it was nothing, I was just a friend he met, and im just one of the many friends he had on the camp. oh well...God might be teaching me something here..I think its patience that God has taught me..to wait for him to give me someone with my patience and my waiting that He would give me someone more than who I met..well..how I wish.. :D

was viewing my "friends" wedding pix when suddenly it came to me that I had somehow realized that if I were to attend his wedding and met his friends last sunday on his wedding day..probably they would ask me "why didn't he end up with u?" how should I react then if the question was infront of my face? funny but somehow it strucked me as I began to ask myself "what if?" oh well, somehow the answer would be..He never had courted me..we just dated once back then..he called me sometimes thru mobile fone..but that was just it..not too much effort..can't blame him though..since I am miles away from him. and honestly I dnt like him that much. so I guess il stop thinking and somehow just congratulate and tell him to take good care of his wife. I think he's somehow nagtatampo since he sent me his wedding invites but I didn't get to attend his wedding for the reason that we're not close..But just wondering..why would he care and txt me to ask if I will be attending his wedding? Am I that important to him? hmm...well..the end.. :D

sleep

time was when everything was right
when faces appeared in azure skies
hope was as real as the air
time was the color of her smile

but the night has come, it's time to sleep
and let the willows gently weep

home is a place where you can hide
a shelter away from other's eyes
a sanctuary in the ground
where a measure of love can be found
home is where you return to die

but night has come, it's time to rest
and try to recall happiness

close your eyes, dam the tears
wallow in the comfort of your dreams
look again, nothing remains
and you rest upon your memories
to cease the pain
what a shame it's over now

the moment of truth has arrived
when you come to terms with your lies
the neon dreams have died away
and all that's left are shades of grey
the day is gone, here comes the night
and your moment has arrived
you know that it's all over now

home, take me home
home, take me home

A friend shared this lyrics..after reading it I was like "oh I could relate this to the current situation of our country...haha..

just thought of writing this since I was surfing my multiply and had read my friend's blog about her 1st yr at work. Thought of doing this just to somehow recall what I have learn in my 1 year of working for a telecoms company as a customer service representative...

Actually its my 1yr n 3 months at work.. will update this again when I could think more of what I had learned..haha..

the first few months was really hard..or should I stay really tough..

1]Trusted everyone in terms of my work. but as time passed I have learn that not everyone is really trusted in my line of work. there are lots of "ahas"  or should I say evils around...U should always be careful.

2] there are indeed many kinds of people u meet..most of them are nice ones, but much of them are rude, arrogant, and some are really hard to deal with..others are uneducated so they act like they are inside the public market when inquiring or dealing with u.

3]People who are really rich doesn't boast of what they own or how much their credit limit are (talking about credit card limit in applying for a line) but the "pretending to be rich" people are too boastful about how much they have and would even say that they own this or that..

4] People who inquire about requirements are lazy in terms of reading it by themselves or should I say that they refuse to read and wanted us customer service ppl to read for them. most of them don't even know how to fill up the application form or know how to read the billing statement and ended up irate.

5] Subscribers always assume on something they don't know and they would end up embarrased after being irate since at the end, they would shut up after knowing what's wrong with their fone or with their account.

6] Beware of D.O.M's, maniacs and other creatures who visits the center just to see u and would ask stupid questions for them to simply talk to u.

7] some good prospects u meet (for lifetime partners) are either taken, married or at times super torpe.. Sometimes I would ask myself " where was I when this guy wasn't taken yet?" haha..kapal ko tlaga..

8] Not all of ur officemates are being true in terms of being ur friends, some are just pretending to be good to u and at the same time good to ur enemies.

9] If u feel the client/ officer is wrong in terms of accusing u on something...answer back...never hold back in doing so..because the more u keep silent the more they will make more issues about u. U can always be nice but when tough times come..learn to answer back especially when u feel u are right and they are wrong.. (I know u might be afraid that the officer will fire u out..but at least u have fought for what is right...come on..don't be such a loser!)

10] always be patient especially in dealing with difficult people..just rant after the client exits the center.

11] learn to unwind w/ friends..

12] give all ur attention to what u are doing to avoid mistakes..but never feel too stressed if u commit mistakes..after all..even the officers have big mistakes that ends up with u being irated by ur client.

13] learn to voice out what u want or what is right for people to respect u...don't mind them if they think that ur too epal to do so..

14] befriend everyone at work but always be careful of who u trust just to avoid gossips...